Guy #2 I take it all back. I don’t like you.
You’re so mean to me I hate you I like you so much but ever since I felt it went sour after we exchanged instagram, I can feel a little bit of your disappointment too.
And I know I’m not even once in your mind, I am just some random girl that you met on bumble.
I type all this while knowing I would definitely get over it I just needed to let out the steam.
As for Guy #1, please don’t disappoint me. I will be meeting him in a few hours, I have zero expectation as how I am not feeling excited nor anxious, my hands are not sweaty, my pulse are not beating the shit out of my heart.
I just need to give him a good impression, that’s all I ever ask for my God. I wish I can give at least someone a good impression.
10/06/2022
