I take it all back I lost all hope being intertwined with guys…
They did especially nothing but my ego kinda hurt being with them.
But I don’t really know why, I feel hurt all the time.
Nobody is really there for me.
I am there for almost everyone.
Why is it always like that?
What more do I need?
What more can I do?
Why can’t things went perfectly for me?
I just wanted to be less hurt, I wanted to be normal….
I want people to like me but also I want me to like myself.
I want people to enjoy my company and I want myself to enjoy being with people.
I didn’t ask too much, just that….
I feel so alone.